Mark and I had our consultation with the adoption agency last night. (we are still not sharing with anyone that this is something we are considering). We spent about an hour and a half talking to our consultant. She is awesome! We both felt really comfortable speaking with her about our past, our hopes for the future, and all the things that are freaking us out right now. We got the breakdown on how the entire process works and what is expected of us - which really isn't much once we complete the home study.
This morning I woke up wondering if we are making the right choice. Can we do this? Will we be good parents? Can we provide everything that a little life needs? Will a birth mother choose us? I wondered if I was pushing this too much on Mark. Then as I came into the computer room to log onto my blog I see the piece of paper that mark was scribbling on during our phone consultation. I had assumed he was bored and tuned out. In all the scribblings on the paper there was one thing that stood out. He wrote "We want a baby! Please!"
I think we are making the right choice. He is right we do want a baby.
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